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Name: john
Country: United States
State: New Jersey


Interests: standin for wat i believe in even if wat i believe stops me from breathin, relatives grievin, but i aint went nowhere, listen to tha rhyme, im rite here...
Expertise: they dun make'm like this no more, real to tha core, big heart but built for war....


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Member Since: 10/10/2002

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Sunday, December 15, 2002

aiite first of all..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN KYOUNG...ur still a youngin but its all good...neways...todaii..went to the mall with yoonieh, dave, jin kyoung, will, and sum1 else..i didnt really kno her...but she's kool...newayz...xmas is makin me broke as hell...o well...newayz...after we went to denny's and then to praise nite practice...shyt im tired as hell...lol...n i jus figured out how to put a song on mah site..ho ho...lol...well..jus updatin for u jin kyoung..lol...damn...soOo many b-daiis in december....well happy birthday and belated birthday's to everyone....well peace....~much love~


Saturday, December 14, 2002

aiite well updatin cuz its J's birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY J..!!... well newayz..jus got done praise nite practice..y'all betta come cuz its gunna be hot as hell...well newayz..i jus wanted so say..sorry j...lol..bout the presents...jus wait till xmas...i'll get u sumthing niice...lol...well im out....much love...


Thursday, December 05, 2002

you got a minute for yo' son father, i need to talk, i'm so tired of tryin to run father, let's take a walk, i'm so sorry for what i done father, it ain't my fault, but the devil's been on my back lately, he's like a hawk, you never give us more than we can handle, but it's gettin hard, and i'm a strong individual, but i need you God, lot of things that i used to, i don't wanna
run the streets like i used to, i know i'm gonna speak the word for you one day, up in there like, "Hallelujah!" on Sunday, i thank you Lord for the blessings that you gave me, and for my life with the blessings you have saved me, and for my life you have carried me enough times, and that's the truth, married me to rough times, throughout my youth, and through it all i saw that you was still with me, i was that one lost sheep and you was comin to get me...i look at life a little different now, since you hugged me, and i always loved my peoples, but now they love me, thank you for the love Lord, we praise ya, Jacob's descendants, from Africa to Asia, pleadin the blood of Christ over our life, wrong or right, just help us make it through the night and we'll shout yo' name in times of need, and times of joy, and, when we bleed, and when we are overcome with greed, you ain't gon' half to tell me twice, i'ma take heed, and because of what you've given me, i know you'll deliver me, and i won't drown no matter how deep the river be, you are the strength i never knew i had, kept the heart good when they told me it was bad, all praises due to ya, that's why i had to dedicate somethin new to ya, thank you father...i never knew a love like, this before, messin with the thug life i, missed it all, you opened the doors and, let me in, i'm down for the cause so, let's begin, prayers that you give to me i give to them, same way you live in me i live in them, life is a blessing now, you got me smilin from inside of my heart, when inside it was dark, and it doesn't rain anymore
only sunshine, no pain anymore, i really love my people, you washed away the tears with the fears, and i'm happier than i've ever been in my life, the whole sixteen years,you know that!, one day I'll speak the word, you know that!, when i do i will be heard, you know that!, you gave me a permanent smile
and you know this father because i'm yo' child......


Wednesday, November 27, 2002

aiite..well reverting bak to mah dear cuzin's wensday, November 27 entry...y do nice guys finish last..?dats jus not riite...o well...latly i've been kinda havin these "dreamz"..some of u kno wat im talin bout..some of u dun..newayz...ive been kind athinkin these past few daiis wat i should do n how i should interpret them...should i act..or should i wait to see if these dreamz do mean sumthings..cuz its weird..i neva really thought about that person until these dreams came...now i cant get her outa mah mind...mad weird...o well...mah fate is in ur hands Lord..guide me in the right direction....


Saturday, November 23, 2002

aiite well jus came bak from watchin the new james bond movie "die another day"..it was aiite i guess...i realized that i envy james bond soOo much..i mean he has the koolest gadgets, niice ass cars (aston marton...still sweatin that car), and not to mention the ladies...haha...ne wayz...mah birthdaii past n i didnt even get to do nuthin for it...sigh o well...theres alwayz next year...hm...well i noticed a coulpe f things latly...personally...i think the the way i think..and the way i act are completely different...most people actually prolli every1 has no idea wat im about or how i think..but they think they kno me by mah action..well i think its tyme for me to put mah thought into action..n let the real me come out...i feel like ive been lying to evry1 about who i am...it feels like theres a mask covering me...n the onli reason i dun ever take it off....i think im a lil scared about how people mite think about me wen mah mask is off...sometimes i feel as if ive hidden mah tru self for so long...that even i dont kno who i truly am...so i wonder..if i cant accept myself for who i am...who can...

in tyme like these....i need prayer...



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